Its 11:30 at night and Im up stressing because we are going to the mall tomorrow, THE FREAKIN MALL! To most people it would be no big deal, they may even look forward to it, but me? I gotta stress about it. Me and my boys, 8 and 14, are gonna drive to my parents house and then my moms coming with us so she will drive us all to the mall. The mall is past her house, thats why we are going there instead of her coming this way. Ds, 14, saved up $90 from his birthday money to go to the mall and get a skateboard, so I HAVE to go. He doesnt know Im having this anxiety tonight. It just pisses me off that Im 41 years old and Im stressing about going to the effin mall with my mom and my boys! I feel so stupid. Its about 45 minutes away, plus I hate being around a lot of people, argh! Ok, thanks for letting me vent.
on Apr. 21, 2013 at 2:41 AM