I have become extremely stressed out. I am not ovulating, I am not having any kind of period. I want to break down and cry but I know that I have to keep it together. I am a SAHM so I am with our son all day then when my husband comes home from work I am still on "duty". I have asked him for a break when he gets home but I havent been able to have one in quiet a while. I always seem to be taking care of our son and then I have to find time to spend with my husband. I just want to be able to have a relaxing afternoon without being needed. I have tried once to do a spa day and my husband texts me constantly. I worry about if he can handle our son without me.
I cant stop worrying. I had a miscarriage before our son and now if I dont see him in the store while a family member has him I panic, I cant breathe and I think the worst.
I just want to break down and cry, I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to go to the Wine and Spirits store and pick up some drinks and just drink it in a room by myself. I just cant keep this up anymore