I struggle with my decision to not give my daughter up for adoption. I love her so much. she is my whole world. but ... she deserves better than what i can ever give her. her dad is consistently in and out of her life by his choice. and i have always struggled with depression. so my daughter is stuck with a depressed mom and a deadbeat dad. she deserves a family. where the mom and dad are both in her life and are both stable. i yell too much and don't make enough time for her. my parents help but they weren't good parents to me so what is that saying about how they are with her yeah some people change but most don't. i love them for trying to help but she still deserves way better and i could have gave it to her. i had picked a good family. but when it came down to it ... i just couldn't do it. i was to selfish. i wanted her for myself and now when ever i yell at her or when i cant get her something she wants or when her dad doesn't show up when he says he will ... i hate myself of not doing the right thing for my little girl.
Posted by Anonymous on Jul. 25, 2013 at 3:58 AM