My husband has been away all weekend. I knew he had things todo for bowling and work. He told me weeks in advance, but I cant help but feel so alone. Yesterday I spent the day with my mom and SIL...had fun but I knew I was missing him. Today my parents are taking our son to see the movie Planes. Not sure how well that'll go since our son is 14 months old but they are really into this grandparents thing so whatever LOL. Hubby is in Harrisburg (about 5 miles away from where we live) bowling in a tournament. He offered me to go but I really hate going and just sitting, it drives me crazy.
I feel the need to get out of the apartment but...where would I go? I hate going places by myself, I dont want to just drive aimlessly around either.
I have laundry to do but it is a pain to carry everything myself into the laundry mat.
It is really hard for me to pull myself out when I am in deep :/ stupid bi-polar