Hey girl if you need support we are here for ya. I know all to well how bad Depression can be. Don't give up, call a help line if you need to and be surrounded with as much as support as possible
nope aking no meds and have no support, in my family its almoast taboo to have depression, ive been struggeling since I was 15.
I just feel that it would be better if I weren't here, but I keep on going for my son. I feel like a failure, I don't pitty my self at all but because of my child hood memories and everything that happened back then, its that that makes me not wanna breathe.
in my family its taboo... my hubby dont't know what deppression is and I dont think he wants to know. the constant I wanna die keeps poppin up, but my son is the reason I keep on going
I was 8 when my mom passed away, I then stayed with my grandpa and grandma, my sister is 4 years older than me and we were constantly fighting, my grandma would purposely take her side and beat me, my "father" put me in a bording school when I was 12, I saw him 2 times after that and one weekend my grandfather came to pick me up for the weekend, my grandpa just told me your "father" dont want you anymore. my grandma was always picking on me, even told me she is praying that I could just go away because I'm making her life a living hell, and she wishes my sister could be here. and thats just a drop in a bath tub, every one I ever stayed at threw me away like I was garbage. my grandpa was always there when I needed some one, he is my rock and my angel, if it werent for him I had no where to go!!! sorry for the spelling. Ive been struggeling with depression since age 15. the thing that keeps me going is my son, some days are pitch black and others are ok.
Try and analyse the whole issue.You may be feeling depressed for no specific reason.Crying is not going to help you in any way so do not feel sad and try and look for the right reason for this depression.Once you find the reason you will be able to tackle the issue better.Also try and keep yourself busy with things you enjoy to do,this will take your mind off you worries and you will be less depressed
Call your dr
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