Okay this is kinda hard for me. I am 24 years old be 25 in February. Well my grandma raised me all my life so she's like my mom. I kinda moved out without meaning to it just kinda happen. My grandma will be 83 October 22. Well while being moved out i got a job thinking about quitting it. I am doing a second job now so if i quit my first job it's not like i won't have a job. Well my grandma lives 30 to 45 minutes away. My first job is about 5 minutes away. My second job is about 30 minutes away from where i live now. I went and saw my grandma today and she's doing really good. She's still able to drive and walk. On my way home i started crying bc i am so close to her i feel like i am messing up by not living at home. And i kinda miss her a lot. And partly i am not happy being where i am. If i move back home i would be using a lot of gas. More then what i am using now. No one is hiring near my grandma's house. But i could save a lot more money bc i won't have as many bills to pay since most of my money goes to the guy i live to pay for his stuff. My money would go to my phone and credit card and what my grandma may need and gas. But at the same time i feel like if i move back home he wouldn't understand my reason. I love my grandma i miss her and being away from her hurts me so much. What do i do??
on Sep. 16, 2013 at 8:57 PM