Just how I feel today...yesterday we found out that our child services investigation is being determined founded, that we are being charged with neglect and have to go to court, that child services will be visiting 2 times a month for the next 6-12 months and I will have court ordered therepy. I saw the theripist today and let me just say how much I hate therepy!
My past is a freakin nightmare and there's nothing worse than beating dead horses for an hour each week. I have so many people checking up on me and joey I could scream, and its all because my mother called dcyf the day after he was born and I have a history of ppd. Oh and they even told me we are doing great with joey but a neglect charge is the only way they can keep our case open and they want it open to see if I get ppd. Once the time frame for ppd has passed they'll go.
Did I mention FML? Oh and if one more person tells me to look on the brightside...uhg!