I'm back to my old habits and my husband hasn't even noticed.
I have been anorexic for as long as I can remember. Well I started gaining wait 3 years ago when I was put on steroids for 3 months for pnemonia. I couldn't stand it but through therapy I learned to deal with it.
Well now I'm back to doing all my old stuff. I am skipping meals. Eatting hard candy or chewing gum if I feel a little bit hungry. I'm back on the treadmill 2 to 3x's a day but once a day is to reopen my lungs from getting over broncitis.
When I do eat at night with him it is very little. I take a few bites and I am done. I don't know if he isn't paying any attention or if it is from were I have been sick for over a month and didn't really eat then and he thinks its still from that or if he just isn't paying attention.
I told my daughter on Thursday I want to be back to 105 by summer and she said that was fine as long as I did it the healty way.
My therapist said my anorexica is a self harm just like cutting. Because it is something you can control