It's a really long story and very hard to explain but I've got my husband and my son really pissed at me. I try to do the right thing and it always ends up being wrong! I try to help, and I make things worse!!! Why? Why do I do this? I don't even really know what I've done wrong sometimes, but it just ends up being wrong. I am home alone they are both out of town for work. I cannot sleep and I just cry. I hope I haven't royally screwed things up, I hope it isn't as bad as it seems. If I have completely screwed things up they may never forgive me and I might have effed up 30 years of marriage. I told my husband tonight we didn't stay married for 30 years for this to screw it up. I talked to him before and he was less pissed, but probably still pissed. If things work out, it will be O.K., but if it doesn't work out, I can't even think about how things will be. I am praying for the best. Why do I get blamed when I didn't even really do anything wrong? There is a lot of blame to go around, but I "stirred the pot" so it's my fault.