I am battling depression lol obviously. I've started back up on my medication and have been back on it for a couple weeks. Ups and downs have been numerous.
On top of that my SO is an alcoholic. I've been thinking of going to an al anon meeting. Trying to get up the courage. We recently split and got back together. And are currently living with my dad.
Anyway my dad is a very negative person and does not agree with my decision to get back together with SO. SO has promised to cut back to two tall boys every other day. Idk if it will work but I love him and I have to hope tht it will.
My dad has been making negative remarks today. "He won't change, he came back on his terms " things like that.
I know I can't make him change. I know that cutting back doesn't always work for everyone. To me SO seems sincere. He doesn't want to quit cold turkey because he's scared of the detox symptoms. His father did detox and called him to ask him wht time his football game is. SO hasnt played football for years.
I just need someone who understands wht I'm going through. And some kind words of strength and motivation. And my stupid thumb won't hit the a button right.