your hair start going gray?
I ask because, a little over a month ago I went to get my hair done. She pointed out that I had a couple gray hairs. The way she said it was so happy and perky, almost as if she was happy to have found them. I don't dye my hair anymore which means it's just going to go gray and EVERYONE is going to see it.
I wanted to be okay with getting older. I see people around me so upset about their age and I didn't want that to happen to me. But ever since she told me about the gray I've just been in a slump. I've been extra miserable, I don't eat as well as I use to, I quit exercising (up until 2 days ago) and I hate all my clothes. I feel run down, I'm tired, I'm sad, I feel... old.
I'm sure I'm overreacting. Everyone around me seems to dye their hair so the gray can't be seen. I don't want to do that but if I don't... I'll be the only one with gray hair. I'm only 26 so I was surprised to hear it. I've found 2 since that day which is not a lot.
Anyway... I guess I'm just afraid it's all going to end now. My mom is only in her early 50's but she seems so old. She's out of shape, unhappy most of the time. I guess I'm scared that's going to happen. I know this is silly but I've been working so hard to take care of myself so I don't get that way and now, I'm turning into everything I've been trying to avoid and it's all because of these two gray hairs!
***Sabrina *~* wife to Matt 8/6/05*~*Mommy to Isaac 7/25/06, *~*Liam 7/30/08, *~* and Eban 6/24/10***