Took a pregnancy test today and guess what....it was negative; which was no surprise. I admit I had a sparkle of hope even though I knew I wasn't. Im so upset because I wanted to get pregnant by the end of february and its May now! This is getting so frustrating. I don't know what to do, im all out of ideas at this point. Im breast feeding so I have no idea when im ovulating. I was thinking about buying a ovacue, but I talk to a representative and was told I had to start my cycle before using the ovacue; which is non existent at this point. I haven't had a cyle in 2 yrs+. Im just so depressed right now. I have had two miscarriages which is making me feel even worse.
"Search me, O God and know my heart; try me and know my thoughts and see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting".
on May. 3, 2011 at 10:11 AM