Hi everyone new here

[nickiemyers]

My name is Nickie. I am a SAHM of three young kids. a little background info

I was always the average weight kid, I never weighed more than I should, and was Very active, played softball, and LOVED volleyball in high school. When I was a Sophmore I got news I was expecting my first child. I lost that child not a month later, that is when all my weight issues started. I was always eating my feelings, I wanted to talk about it, but no one else did they told me to suck it up and get over it. So I found myself eating to comfort me, I stopped being active, one because my boyfriend then husband now, was more important that any friends or being active. 

No I find myself weighing 211 pounds 5'4" and wanting to look better Mostly for myself but for my husband, I want him to say DANG That is the girl I fell i love with 10 years ago. He is supportive of me loosing weight, and he says I am sexy and beautiful no matter what. But I still feel Yucky and gross. 

I joined another site Sparks something.com I am hoping between that one and this one I will get motivated. 

I am looking for someone to help me stay focused I need to loose 50 pounds to be in the normal range and not obese I am considered obese however I do not feel obese I just feel heavy. Thanks for listening. 

I do not have money to join a gym or weight watchers or anything like that. So those are out. This has to be ALL ME!

Nickie

[gymgirl]

I am glad you joined. i am sorry for your loss. I had to lose 50lbs to. It took awhile but I did it with exercise and a good healthy diet. I am so glad I did i have never felt better. I would be happy to help in any way.