I don't know why this is so hard. I lose weight, feel great about it and myself, then fall off the "wagon" and several months later I am right back where I started :O( It's a weird and brutal cycle that I really don't understand why I put myself though. There's no one to blame but myself. I'm back now for good! ( I really mean it this time.....really!!) I'm moving the eleptical in out of the garage and back into the house, I'm planning out my shopping list, and trying my best to put together a workout routine. I really, really need your support. There is just something within me that causes me to fail at weight loss time and time again. I honestly don't know what it is, but hopefully I will figure that out also along with losing about 60 LBS. I'm going to be brutally honest with all of you and with myself during this process and maybe not only will I change on the outside, but on the inside as well.
Welcome back! I know this has happened to me as well. I had to dig deep in my soul and figure out why I did the back and forth. Now it is all about a lifestyle choice and my choices can either move me towards my goal or away.



- sammers2121
on Feb. 16, 2012 at 9:31 AM