I just had my dd May 7th and ended up gaining 50lbs during the pregnancy not good considering I was 195lbs pre pregnancy at 5ft4... I am down to 225lbs and feel sooo gross I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I know what I need to do to start losing weight but I just can't find the motivation to get started because I am stuck in a rut of junk food, soda, and low self esteem. I am taking Zoloft for depression and don't know if that could cause any weight problems... I am also breastfeeding and I know that's suppose to help burn calories But I swear it's not... Errrr I hate feeling like a fat blob that doesn't even want her dh looking at her :( My goal weight is 140lbs but I doubt I will ever get there....
This was me in 2009 at 173 lbs:
Me now :(