so overwhelmed! not sure i can do it.
i guess i am asking you guys for some inspiration or encouragement. i am not at my heaviest but i am slowly gaining back the 30 i lost. i still have 150 more to lose. but my life is so hard i am having trouble eating right. i was all revved up to start jan 1st but its not going well. i have 2 boys with autism. one of them has severe autism. and i have a daughter that is developmentally delayed. and i have uncontrollable seizures. any where from 2-10 a week. so i am always exhausted. dh goes to work when the kids get home from school. plus i babysit 2 boys in the evenings. so i have 5 kids by myself in the evenings. i am just so overwhelmed and tired. i just dont know what to do anymore. i feel like there is no way i can lose the weight. and then i feel like i am letting myself down