I need to lose at least 30lbs , I am currently at 160 and not very happy about it . Years ago I got up to 200 from 110 because of depression , I left my abusive situation and for down to 125 . I was happy about things and reconnected with a childhood bf (my now df) ever since my misscariges and the birth of my daughter I kept on a little weight then they changed my birthcontrol because of an issue and I gained 30lbs in less that a month :( they took me off the BC but now I feel stuck in this fat body!! I have body dismorphic disorder so I already hate my looks and this doesn't make it any better !! My df works offshore so I'm into this crappy depression but I must pull myself out before I ge in too deep.
Welcome! This is an awesome group for support,motivation, information. Don't be disgusted, I wish I only had 30, lol!
I'm so sorry hun. I hope you can get some support here. You've lost it before, so you know you can do it, but it's so hard getting started, lol. I'm in the same boat. I'm starting a bit bigger than you though. I've actually never been happy with my body, even at 95 lbs I felt gross and fat and that I had to lose more. Obviously not healthy, I was way too thin. Anyway, I'm sorry you're gone through all this and I hope it looks better for you soon.
I hope that you can get some support and you can readh your goal
hugs. welcome to the group. you should be able to find some better support here, everyone is wonderful!



- supermom985
on Jan. 19, 2013 at 1:49 AM