Gastric bypass: mth 1 of 6 pre-op lifestyle program
Many of you are gonna be quick to judge and think Im taking the easy way out of this but Im not posting for judgement or for negative comments so please just keep them to yourselves. I am posting to vent and record my long adventure and my ever changing feelings. I weighed in at 277 two days ago on my first visit. I cannot gain a single lb. for six mths.. And I know if u can do it for 6 mths why even get it at the end all ?s ive been asking myself. I am 22 with a one yr old and i mean i dont live on easy street. I need to be happy I need to get my ass into gear and change my life bc my baby is the only thing that makes me smile, and I want to be healthy and happy for her. I doesnt matter how I got here or why but I am here now and i need to change it. This will be a tool to help me change my life forever and for the better. I have been researching the risks obsessively and the benefits. I am just gonna take these 6 mths and inform myself to the best of my ability and make my descision one i hope will be the best one for me. But for now Im gonna use this site to vent and keep track of my progress and hopefully I will get some positive reinforcement from you ladies out there, If not please just dont, i dont need anyone else telling me how messed I am or how i can do this and that bc this is for me I dont do too many things for me and I dont need to feel bad about it when i finally do. Look for some pictures and triumphs and struggles bc I will keep myself if nobody else updated on this adventure.