Just...really discouraged. (debbie downer post)
I have only had about 3 periods since I started losing weight for whatever reason after I had my DD in July it took me FOREVER to start my period again.But now that I have my weight loss is being derailed for like 2 weeks every month. Seriously. I was losing my 1 lb a week...2days before my period I stop losing 2 days after I start my period I'm 4 lbs up. I thought no big deal just water weight...Its been almost 2 weeks now and I'm still sitting at the same number I was at before I started my period. Looking at my graph is depressing now its just filled with plateaus. Just typing this I'm ready to cry and I have several times. My husband and all my friends who are losing weight have all lost significant amounts and I'm still fat as shit and look the same...I feel like its just not fair why am I bothering to stay at this stupid calorie deficit that is supposed to help me lose 1 lb a week and I am now lucky to lose 2 lbs a month. I've re-evaluated my calorie deficit with scooby's tool everything looks to be correct. The only thing I really suck at is drinking the reccomended amount of water a day. I hate water...I get sick of the flavored water and truth be told I have never been a big drinker so its hard for me my husband keeps saying that is why I'm not losing but I just don't see it. I just had this goal of at least 50 lbs but I was aiming for close to 100 by september and every week I sit here not losing anything I watch those dreams go bye bye...Just knowing my husband is already down 50 lbs and will most likely meet all his goals while I have to remain fat and disgusting is just fucking killing me.
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