Can someone PLEASE help me with motivation?!
OMG I just can't exercise. What is wrong with me? I will exercise one day then not again! Then get all down on myself and depressed. I hate it!!! I have ZERO motivation what so ever.
Then today I go to the beachbody website that I used LAST year when exercising every day.. In 2011 in October I was 180 ish, started going to the gym 3 days a week. then in march I stopped going because I didn't want my husband (who I left) to know where I was. In MAY 2012 I started beachbody at 158. I saw my beachbody stats today and was DEVISTATED at how FAT I have gotten since then!!
158 was my starting weight for beachbody. 146 was how low I got in june. 130 was my goal. TODAY I am 166!! GROSS... And to make it even more depressing, my rear was 38, now its 44!!!! EWWWW!!
Please help. I am a mess