My mother passed away suddenly at the age of 59 on April 8th. Since then I've gained 4 lbs. I've tried hard to still go to the gym, but until today my workouts have been crap. I finally had a good one today. This by far is the hardest thing I have faced. She and I talked every day. Sooo, I am throwing myself back into my normal life, I am going to get control of my food. I wasn't eating, and when I would it would be garbage. That stops today. I just want to feel normal again. Thanks for listening! Hugs to you all!