I'm not happy, I'm not motivated, and I'm not healthy.
I want to be. I have tried to be. It always fails. I've bounced around from 180 in high school to 310 after my daughter to 270 after my son. I've talked with my doctor, I have PCOS, I've had it since I was 15. I've talked with a dietitian, I know moderation and healthy fats and veggies and the like. I know it takes a LOT of work to get healthy.
I've changed how I eat and I've tried to workout more. Then I fall back into old habits and get depressed. My husband doesn't help, no matter how much I talk with him about it. I try to make changes to get the family healthy, he wont eat it. He buys and makes his own dinners. That's extra money?!? He doesn't care.
I don't drive so I can't go to places like Curves or any other place to workout. Everything I do has to be at home or around it.