I know everyone is different and all but I'm feeling a bit jealous tonight. I had sold a big pillow sac to someone here in my town and the young lady came to pick it up. She was also Asian (which is probably why I'm even more jealous) but she was so petite. She had two little kids with her and she was much shorter than me (I'm only 5'1). She was probably around 120lbs and I probably won't get that small, but seeing how tiny she was really made me jealous. Eventhough I have these feelings, it makes me want to push even harder to reach my ultimate goal weight. Has anyone else felt this way?