See what CafeMoms are saying about saving time this holiday season..
Let me explain to you how I feel. I'm getting older. I'm getting fatter. I'm getting more depressed. I have all these great ideas and intensions to get off my butt and do better for myself, but it just doesn't happen. I even know I feel better once I get moving/exercising and I actually start to enjoy it. I degrade myself down and am so embarrassed that I don't even let my husband see my body. I start looking into trying new things and eating certain ways but then there's always something around the corner that contradicts what I planned. It's very frustrating and I just feel like being fat, but then there's these things inside of my head called eyeballs that have to look at my body everyday. I just can't get the motivation. It's like nothing I read, see, or hear is enough to actually get my butt in gear. I just don't know what to do (actually I do) but I feel horrible :( Anyone ever felt this way?