feeling pretty down today. been on my 90 day challenge for almost 30 days. not seeing a real result. i know it didnt take 90 days for me to get like this but ive been like this for so long that i just want to see it gone.
5'8 starting at 221 im now at 211. doesnt feel or look like 10 lbs is gone from anywhere on my body. i didnt do measurements but ive been walking anywhere from 2-6miles a day (treadmill) that doesnt count the normal day to day activities. 60 more days seems like an eternity. i see peoples before and after pictures or even the before and middle 30,60 day pictures and i dont even compare no matter how hard im working at it. i know i wont look like everyone else but id like to see a difference. or at least see/feel that my hard work is paying off. i have had 4 children, boy 8, girl almost 5(RIP), boy almost 4, and boy 6months. i gained and weighed more with the last one and still trying to get it off. im under where i started at pregnancy but still doesnt feel like enough. i want my stomach gone im tied of having the muffin top with people staring. i litteraly live in a sweater. my DH hates it. i usually dont go anywhere without one either on or so i can put it on if i get uncomfortable. it could be 100 degrees and im still in a sweater cause i hate the way my body looks. yes i know i have had 4 kids and im 30 but i feel like i look older and i look like a walking blob. cloths dont fit right and if they do i still change a thousand times. :( just want to be happy.