I have been dieting since 6/25 of this year. I started at 221 and now am at 208 & 5'8. Some would say that is a big accomplishment but i dont feel any different, dont look any different, i would love to see my hard work that im killing myself to do pay off. You name it ive tried it. By no means am i made of money. But between laxitives, eating, not eating, water only for days, veggies and chicken only diets, calorie counting, walking, going to the gym. Body by vi shakes, no carbs, hydroxycut, green tea pills, acia pills, detox. im tired of being tired all the time. i feel like im depriving my self and im so much more unhappy dieting that it consumes everything i do. i know it takes hard work and determination but im litterally weighing every morning, sometimes before i always eat so i know what i can and cant eat cause im so affraid of gaining weight. i want to find something that works that im not killing myself to try and do. like i said im not made of money and that is usually tight but eating right is expensive. seems cheaper to just drink water all day.
at the point of giving up. that i will never be a weight that i want, toned as i want. im now contemplating weight loss surgery. really not trying to take the easy way out but im so fed up looking at it and waiting for something to look different & feel different.