Dont know what else to try.... :'( sorry,, looooong post..
Good morning, so I have two boys that keep me busy and three step-kids , they are all boys and between 3yrs and 10yrs so there is no slow day with them, also I am a stay at home mom so I move and do alot of stuff during the day, anyways, about two years ago when my son turned one i realized i was too heavy and couldnt keep up with him, at 157lbs and 5'0 i was obese! I started Atkins and the 30day shred on new years of 2012 , then in february i joined a boot camp for three months , lost alot of weight and finally got down to 133lbs not my goal but close and healthier. After i stopped that a friend and I decided to start the p90x , the first one, and we did it for about a month and a half or two and my body got so toned up and i felt amazing! i even forgot how hard it was to loose the weight in the first place.. During that winter and the holidays i gained weight again, back to 147 and then worked hard again to loose it, anyways this past holidays of xmas and thanksgiving and all that, i gained weight again, january i was 146lbs and so heavy even my "fat" jeans fit tight, anyways since this new year i started trying to do a journal of my food, and started working out again and ive tried different eating plans, try to limit bread and pasta and white rice and soda, still cant stop eating chips, but im eating less and doing zumba 4 times a week for an hour and every week that i get in the scale at home its still the same weight as the week before. :( And I know people say dont look at the scale look at how you feel but I still feel the same in my jeans and im still the same, and i hate the fact that my thighs rub when im walking in shorts !! :( I dont know what else to do.. I feel like i have tried so many things, and I really want to loose weight , and feel comfortable in my own body and i dont right now..
I have the new p90x3 and thinking of trying it?? anybody try it before?>
about food, what should i try? what should i do? anybody try some kind of eating plan or something that worked for them?
I feel sooo frustrated, one day i think i want to just give up and keep eating bad but i feel gross so i cant do that to myself, but then when i try so hard and see no results i get pissed.. !
Please be nice with your advice and anything that could help I really appreciate it! thank you..