I just don't know what to do any more. Me and my hubby have been married for 6 years. In the last 7 years we have been through a lot together somethings that we didn't think we would make it through but we stuck together and made it. We both work we own a convience store which him and one of our friends runs and I work at amazon.com and have to drive about 45 min each way I work 11 hours a night 5 nights a week right now but its getting ready to go up to 12 hrs a night 5 nights a week. that includes one night a week of overtime that he wants me to work. I am also going back to school. I am having a hard time working going to school (online) spending time with him and our kids and keeping the house clean. I have asked him for his help and don't ever get any. He just sits there and yells and screams that the house is a mess and that he is raising ou kids. that I am lazy and never do anything. I already feel like a bad mom because I can't be a stay at home mom and be there 24/7 for my kids like I want to and he just makes me feel worse. We never have sex because he makes me feel so bad all the time that I just don't want to plus he looks at porn on the internet everynight when im at work and everynight on tv when im home. I have told him that I don't like it because it makes me feel like im not good enough for him but he still does it and that is another reason I don't feel like having sex with him. I feel like this is the end for us and I hate that because I really love him and want it to work. He is supossed to have saturday and sunday's off and until I started my new shift temporarily I was off saturday sunday monday but now temporarily my days off are thrusday friday saturday. He still works saturdays even though he is supossed to be off and I feel like he doesn't want to spend time with me since that is the only day we can spend with each other and he insists on working. I just don't know what to do anymore. Does anyone have any suggestions for me? sorry its so long.