so it became very clear tonight that my husbands new girlfriend and her son are more important to him than his own daughter. and i decided that i was gonna say something to him about it and his girlfriend wanted to text me and tell me i was being a bitch for no reason and that i was the one who didn't belong having a child (whatever that even means) not him.
cuz he would be such a great parent when he's been away from her more than half her life and she's only 9 months old. he is the one who chose the throw his family away like we're trash yet i'm the fucking one who doesn't deserve to have my daughter who is a very happy and trusting baby because of how I have taken care of her. he had NOTHING to do with that. he almost wasn't even fucking there when i had her because he was hungry and had to go out for food. he wasn't fucking there that night after i had her and he sure as hell was very fucking helpful after we got home.
sorry i just needed to get that off my chest. its been sooo hard watching him not give a shit. because it not only hurts my dd but it hurts me knowing he doesn't care enough to make any kind of effort to be a father to the child we both made.