so i was the one who asked what should i do for my anniversary...so to update, i wasnt able to do anything nor was my hubby because i had to take our last 80 buck to pay for my kids to be seen at the doc. natilie had tonsilitus and evey had some infection in her nasal cavity so it was worth not celebrating. but i decided to give up smoking finally...i have been smoking since i was about 12 and my husband hates it because even tho i dont do it around my kids it still makes the girls sick and he is afraid im gonna die young. so i said that for his present i would smoke my last cigarette the next day and i would quit cold turkey its been 5 days and i have had a hard time but im doin it. and it helps that he tells me he is proud of me for stopping for him. on top of this i decided all of a sudden that i would start working out and eating better. i looked at my BMI and according to it i am somewhere around 100lbs overweight. he is o so worried about my weight problems because im borderline diabetic and i have joint problems and im only 23. he fears for my life. i signed up for biggest loser but decided not to go to casting calls because i dont think i want people to see me in nothing but a training bra.
so anyway i was thinking that maybe if i can lose at least 70 lbs and not look like a nasty bag of skin and bone...that i maybe should go get like a semi nude pic done for him for next years anniversary. that would be huge for me to do because i hate my body. do you think this is a good idea?