Sigh I hate feeling like this. It started a few days ago. We have been car shopping, have never had a brand new car so I really wanted to search for what I really wanted. It has been narrowed down to a GMC Acadia, a For Explorer, or leasing a M-B ML. We had decided we would sell the pickup, to pay off the Suburban, and buy a cheap jeep to do the plowing at the store. This would enable us to do this in the next two months. Mind you we have been researching this for about a month, reading, test driving, ect, it has basically been what we do in our spare time. This decision was made he even had a buyer for the truck. Two days ago he up and yanks the rug out from under me! This isn't the first time. He said he can't sell the truck we need to pick up rock salt with it. He does tihs maybe once every year. I understand us needing it but what is the reason for getting my hopes soaring only to crush them. Also he took over the car search to be about what he wanted, and the car I liked the most is the one he didn't like at all and whenever I mention it he gets all pissy. This morning we were talking about friends of ours, and how her dh will turn the earth upside down for her, my dh said I would do the same for you, and I responded no you wouldn't, which he won't go out of his way unless he makes sure to make my life nice and difficult if he has to anything for me, and gawd forbid I get sick, the he is just a jerk. Well after this he was just nasty and yelling, it is so tiring. Most of the time he is a good man but there are times I really wish I had never met him. Sorry for the rant, I hate husband bashing, but I really needed a vent.
All is ok now! We had a discussion, I got mad, told him what and ass I thought he was being, he told me what I bitch I was being, we had great make up sex and all is good again.