Me and my SO broke up last night :( At first I cried but I am actually not as upset as I thought I would be. He wants time to himself to straighten up his life and be by himself, and I am fine with that. I think I agree with him that he could do some straightening before we can have a family with our baby girl. He does still want to be around for her, he wants to go to all my apps that are left and he wants to be there when she is born, even if we havent gotten back together. I think thats why Im not so upset over it. Ive learned over the past few months, that its no longer what I want, but whats best for my baby girl.
Am I a bad person for not being upset though? And am I crazy for thinking that we'll eventually be back together? Am I also crazy for thinking that if we arent back together before she gets here that we will be once he sees her because right now he is just scared or nervous?