Well i need to vent, scream, & cry. Me and my husband as been together for almost 4yrs, married 2 of them. When we first got together he abused xnanx, after breaking up & proving he stopped we got back together im starting to think i should have just ran away! Anyways over the summer he got a new job and started to say he was only brining home 350$ a week well im not stupid adn i know his hours, plus his pay, wasn't gonna equal that so i went snooping, i found out he was getting almost 900 every week but where was the money going? I did some more snooping & found out he'd been buying pain pills from whoever he could. He let our power be cut off, our water, and almost both our truck & car. Well he claimed he was quiting well he got laid off work & started a new one few weeks later. I told him only way we was staing together is that i get every payday and he is allowed 200$ and thats to do him for 2 weeks, well today showed he doesnt care anymore about his family, make it sure last week his truck got repo'ed saved us over 500$ i thought he was looking out for us, boy was i wrong. i had plans to go to walmart after his mom picked up our newborn, to get some paint and redo the bathroom, the baby need some bigger bottles and new sleepers but he kept saying no we dont have the extra cash. So he needed pop for his lunch today, heleaves and thats when all hell broke loose, my aunt called asking why my husband was up where she lives i knew that insant what was going on, i called teh checking account its empty he took everything and blew it on pills.. im so hurt i dont wanna raise another baby alone but i know i wont put up with that so i have no other choice, right now theres 2 suitcases with his things for when he gets home, not sure where he's going because his parents are not letting him stay there.
I've prob left alot of things out & i know alot of typos and spelling mistakes but im just so upset.
Wife of a Southern West Virginia strip miner, Mommy to Keegan ( 10.25.06 ) Step-Mother to Alexis ( 2.28.08 ) Expecting #2 our first together ( 1.7.12 )