I have been feeling depressed and sad. There are so many thing I can come up with. We been having alot of fights lately. We have been married for 2 years and know eachother for 4 years. We lived with eachother since we started dating because my mom kicked me out. Well it starts I do not like him watchin porn He was watchin it and I asked him about it and the first timehe said no then i seen it again and he said ues he was. It feels so hurtful to me. And when he said that you do not turn me on at all. Makes me feel shitty and everything else. I have a tendensy to keep everything inside of me not letting it out. That plays a important factor in all this. iWe work different shifts. I work from 630am till 4 pm. He works from 230pm till 1100pm or later. So we dont get to talk or see eachother very much. I am sleeping when he gets home and when I leave for work he is sleeping. I feel like that is bugging me so much. we did this os we would not have to pay a babysitter very much. I dont want to go back to work becuase I feel like I can not trust him. We made a promise I would stop lying about stupid things and when we get in to fights quit saying I want a divorce and leaving. And he would quit watchin porn. I just cant trust him I feel like when I go back to work. I feel like he will still do it. Tell me is there something wrong with the way I am thinking.