Ok..so I know I'm wrong for doing this and usually I'm a rational person..but this character flaw of mine just keeps getting worse. Every time my husband and I have a argument..(one that's considered a hurtful argument)..afterwards when he tries to play with or cuddle with OUR son..I won't let him. I'll scream and try to snatch him away. Of course this just makes the fight worse. I just start yelling and saying, "this is my son..I brought him into his world..he was a part of me and not you. You wanna get rude with me...you don't get to be with my son". And while I'm doing this there is a voice inside that's saying, "you are acting like such an unfair selfish bitch" but then all I can think is...that's MY son...you don't get to hurt my feelings then play with and cuddle the thing that I love most...he's MINE". It's kind of like when your little and you get in a fight with your friend and you then snatch back the toy that you had let him have..although this situation is much more dysfunctional. Does anyone else do this? Am i such a horrible person? I seriously can not turn into a crazy wife that creates distance between father and son.
on Apr. 10, 2012 at 2:05 AM