I have made the decision to remove myself and our 2.5 year old daughter from our home to be in a more loving and positive environment. My husband becomes a monster when he is angry. He is careless about what he says and does to me in front of our daughter. I'm tired of the abuse, threats & emotional cheating. It hurts my heart so much but I just can not be strong enough anymore to hold our family together. I'm tired of starting over. How do I deal with such a drastic change? I'm a total mess.