To loose my grandma. She's in the ICU on life support. (In and out of the hospital for 4months straight) however she's been on life support for a week now due to technically dying in a cat scan (code blue- paddles shocked hEr back). She is my mom in all sense of the word. She raised me, been there through the good and bad. She was the 1st I told for both babies. I call her when I'm happy, sad, mad.. She is my mom! (I have a mom too but I'm way closer to my grandma-mom's mom) today @ the hospital her eyes were open and she looked @ me. She can't talk, she has a tube down hEr throat but past day they had the sedation low so she can nod yes/no. When she saw me she kept trying to talk, she was trying to say, "I love u" she put her hand on her eye, heart, and then touched my hand took a while to figure out she took a while to do each, but meant the world. All I do is cry..
** update ** my grandma's brother passed away today. RIP Uncle Sammy Okun! One more angel looking over grams! You lost ur battle with cancer, but ur no longer in pain! Go be with aunt shirley, mimi and papa!
*** Update ***
The lord took my grandma 5-25-12 @ 7:35pm. She will forever be in my heart!
on May. 23, 2012 at 1:24 AM