I must have seriously gained too much weight or done something to turn him off. For months now I have been trying to spice things up in hopes of being able to make love to my dh. Well he hasn't actively tried to start things in 6 months or more I have always had to initiate things lately. He used to be more persistent especially if it'd been more than a week. Well I had a baby in January so I know I'm not as good looking as I once was but geeze. You'd think all the love we have would be enough to some extent. I'm only 20lbs more than when we met. Our sex life lately feels like he just isn't interested anymore. He hasn't even seemed like he is enjoying it anymore. Like he is just jumping right in to hurry up and get it over with. Ugh. I really hate my body as is but feeling this way just makes it worse.
on May. 23, 2012 at 1:32 AM