This is too hard..for everyone. Suggestions please.
So I had posted a few days ago that "SO" had kicked us out. we were supposed to talk on saturday, Stupid me thinking it was about us, went with just to find out that he thought I was moving out of state and to leave baby with him if I agreed. Anyway, It was just another reason to be in disagreement. His mommy calls me to "see how I was doing" asking me to go back. I said he's not interested caused i talked to him. She said that he did and I told her if I ever did it was after we had counseling. So, he calls talking about it we became to an agreement. Sunday, today, he calls we talked and once again it ended up with him saying "fuck off". I just don't know. i can't be letting him do that to me. But I can't have baby, trying to get used to not having a room, a quite place for him to sleep, his playroom his daddy. I feel that he's getting tired of being here (with my mom in a tiny apartment). I dont know. Should I give him a chance until the counseling starts or tell HIM to fuck off. or not talk to him until then or what??? Im ready to give up. But I know he loves us and we love him too. And if we give up our baby will pay for this.