Husband and I have been together 8 1/2 year married 3 1/2 of those 8. I had a daughter from a previous relationship. My husband is great and always wanted a biological child. Our daughter (now 21 months) was planned. The minute I got pregnant he freaked out. (What if I'm too old? What if I can't support another child) 10 weeks into my pregnancy his mother suddenly passes away. he went to every appointment with me but like I twisted his arm. Not once did I get a back rub or any sympathy for anything. At 4 months along he announced he couldn't have sex with me because he felt weird knowing I was pregnant. During my induced labor he fell asleep, so I was sitting there by myself. In the early morning he was comlaining about being hungry and tired. He called my mother to come sit with me so he could sleep and go eat, even though he knows I can't stand my mom and didn't want her at the hospital at all. The night after she was born he slept and I was up with her. I resent him and the way he treated me. I can't get over it. The sight of him still fills me with such anger. I don't need replies! I just wanted to vent! I feel sad and so alone, so I needed to vent.
on Jul. 5, 2012 at 1:28 AM