Tossed my wedding ring at him...not sure what to do anymore
There are things that need working on, there are things that work well. I know that is what life is/ I know that is what a marriage is, not everything is perfect. Work on what needs working on. But how many times can on put up with the same ole issues.
My big thing is this. I feel as if I dont really have a ife outside of my home with my children. I lost my job in the begining of 2006 due to my disability. So I am always home with kids, I love my boys, but i could use some adult conversations at time. I dont have to talk about other the kids, or what i read on line, nespaper or what i saw on TV. Granted its not much. but its all i got. Now my husband works, he is not the very "talk to everyone'' person. They are a very small crew he talks bout how day went, who said what, who did what. Its good to hear. Itried talking bout something read, and ok i get that what i read is not something that affects us.But when im stuck at home all day, its all i got. Well last he sort of brushed me off, and just now he said, " Who cares, I dont care about it, it dosent affect m. I dont care what they think or believe in." I responded with," What the hell else do i have in my life to talk about, when i try and talk about other things, its almost like he dont care to hear me, regardless of what im saying.
This is not anywhere near the first time its like this, but it is really starting to hurt. I know what i bring up is of little importance to us, but again, what else do i have. i walked away to my bedroom, turned around and with tears in my eyes, tossed him my wedding ring and told him, " when i matter, you can give the ring back, if you want to. Not sure where it stands, im almost not sure if it matters.
thank you for letting me vent