More recently than before my husbands been making rude comments about me and treating me like I don't have feelings.
Yesterday went out of town to babysit my daughters friend and he was going out to get Chinese for dinner. I told him I was really hungry and that the baby was moving around so much I know he wanted food too so I asked if he could go now instead of later tonight and he told me to shut the hell up and that I was so annoying and then slammed the door and left. As if i had been nagging him all day about it!! No less than 5 minutes later he called me and apologized for telling me to shut up. It really hurt my feelings so I was kind of down for the rest of the night and he was nicer to me than usual, and when we were on our way home he apologized again for telling me to shut up.
Then this morning when we're laying in bed I jokingly mentioned that he takes up so much room in our California king bed because he's 6'4, but then he scoffed and said You are so much more wider than me you take up all the room. After that I didn't say anything and just closed my eyes, then he rubbed my arm , because because he knows that was mean...
Its like he doesn't even realize what he's doing anymore, I mean it hasn't been these two occasions but these most recent ones are really making me feel like I would want to be with man who understands that I'm pregnant, and takes extra care not to hurt my feelings and would want To take care of me. Thank me and compliment me instead of put me down....especially now.
I love him, but I'm at the point where I want split custody of this baby boy in my belly, and want to be single..or have an opportunity to find someone who believes I'm special and different from other women...
At my job, sometimes it's hard for me to tell the men who hit on me as a nail technician that I'm Married, which is so terrible, but I always do. it's just that when he puts me down and another guy tells me the exact opposite...it's like seeing something shiny.
I can't even begin to talk to my husband about this...it's like no matter what I say or how I act or what I do he's always going to treat me the same. I wouldn't even know where to start.
:( sorry about the long post, I just needed to get it out.