Have any of you been the cause of your marital problems?
I complain and blame and realize that I am the one who has hurt us. I feel as low as I can and need to change things. Have any of you ladies thought this too? I haven't kept a united front as a parent with him. I argue with him all the time. I do the opposite of what he says. I make sex unappealing. I have a miserable look on my face often or a problem with everything. And I so need his help with so many things in life and life would take a serious turn for the worse without him.
Yesterday I pushed it too far and he is close to walking out. I hurt like I didn't know I could hurt and I desperately want redemption. Please tell me I'm not alone. I am going to do better, it's not fair for me to act this way and hurt my children and my husband.