Dh is so pissig me off. I try to say something and in the middle of the sentence he interupts me and says shit. I tried to tell him I want to go see my grandma(sense she isn't doing well) and in the middle of sentence he is like blah blah blah. That pisses me off when I get interrupted, I think if he would let me finish I would act the way I do.towards him. He thinks its ok for him to do so, so I screamed on the top of my lungs(we live in an apartment) so I now people heard me but I don't care. I have respect for my neighbors but if I didn't scream he would be knocked out. I can't stand him period. He thinks he is always right on everything, he laughs when he interrupts me and its not funny. He teases and picks on me. The list goes on why I can't stand him, when he leave woohoo. When I leave I'm happy.
I love him but I'm not INLOVE with him. I didn't leave him because I have no place and no money to leave. I am working up a plan to leave. So dobt say I should leave! He is a good father to a point, but I don't have that love that I used to have for him. He likes to get me going for make up sex and there is not sex drive at all. I can't even stand it when he is touching me. I feel no love connection like I used to a few months ago. I wish I had it back but there's none! When I go to bed without him its a happy feeling I get and I love it. I just don't have the love connetion I used to have.
on Oct. 5, 2012 at 4:44 PM