Dh and I have been through a lot. When I say a lot, I mean a lot. Dh an I have our ups and downs, fights and arguements. But at the end of the day we still hold each other no matter how mad we are. Dh does a lot and I don't acknowledge that but I should. I never told him how I really feel I don't have the courage to tell him. He is my one and only, I never been with another man but him. When I am with him I feel whole and my babies gives me extra everyday.
Dh gives me that type of love I never had from anyone. He gets on my nerves at times but who don't? I remember when I first met dh, my dad was drunk and I got my stuff and my dad almost pushed me down the atairs and dhs 19 year old caught me. When my dad said hateful things dh was there when I needed someone to talk too. Dh father acted more like a father than my own did.
So what I'm trying to say is this, you all only see what I post and not ths good things. I get angry and I don't put anything good about dh or anybody in that matter. Someone once said 'you have to love yourself before you love anyone' and its true, I didn't love myself so I couldn't love dh like I should or acknowledge what he does for me.
Something woken me up today and I realize how much I love myself. How much I love dh and I have posted how dh is always mean and stuff but I should of put how good he is at times and all the time. I just didn't see it til now.
on Oct. 6, 2012 at 10:56 PM