So I've been married now for 2 years, been together for 3. We just had our first child in August and I still feel like my husband is hiding things from me. Throughout the whole time we have been together, up until the beginning of this year, my husband has been cheating on me. For me, there are different ways of cheating. He may not have physically met the women, but chat rooms are the same thing to me. At one point he even told a woman he was still in the military and wasn't married (this was a few months before I found out I was pregnant). For everything that he has put me through emotionally, I don't feel like I can trust him. I've thought over time and time again about leaving him (before I got pregnant), and even sometimes now, but I feel like deep inside, I need to stay for my son. He says he has changed, but to me, it's going to take alot more than words. I don't know how long I can go on with this. When I start to think he's stopped, I find something that brings back those bad memories and gets me worried again. I don't know, is it just me being paranoid, am I prying too much, or what is it??????? HELP!!