I don't know...but today, I started feeling a little down that my husband has to work all the time and different shifts. Night shift-which means he sleeps all day the next day, afternoon shift, morning shift...you name it, he works it. He was off a few days the first week of November, but because of that he has to work alot for the rest of the month. I feel like I never see him. I am home with the kids, by myself, all of the time. He is either working or sleeping.
This has been going on for months now. He said he will cut back on shifts next year when our new baby comes. I just feel depressed for some reason. Honestly, I am beginning to think is it even because of his schedule or is it pregnancy hormones or is it because I am alone alot. Hell, I don't know. I just don't know. Why do I feel like this?