My Marriage is failing...sorry if its long...needing advice and someone to talk to
Ok so let me start off by saying that I am sorry if this is long. In just a few days I will have been married for a year, and like most young marriages I am afraid that mine is failing. I dread coming home from work and I am not happy. I am the only one in my house hold that has a job and I work 40 hours a week, my husband sits at home and plays his xbox all day long. He does get disability but that doesnt even cover his child support. I am always stressed from trying to make sure that all of our bills are going to be paid and that we have enough food and gas to make it from pay check to pay check. I am always so stressed and scared that I just dont know how to deal with my life. It hasnt always been like this, only in the last few months has it gotten this bad. My husband is always acting like its my fault and that I am not doing enough for the family and that I bitch to much but what he doesnt understand is im tired i need time to rest to just relax but I never ger any of that. From the time that I get off of work until I go to bed I night all I hear about is how bored he is and how that he doesnt have a car, and on top of that I have to listen to his video game all night. He will sit on his game for hours and talk to his friends and just egnore me. I dont ever have a chance to sit down and watch tv or anything. I am stuck using my computer all the time. I have no friends nobody to talk to nothing, when I graduated high school I lost all of that. So since i have no one to talk to I have to keep everything to myself and its just breaking me. I just dont know whta to do in my life. I feel like just giving up. I just wish I had help or someone tell me what to do to save my marriage.