Well true, but now that you are in here... here is what I really wanted to share.
So my husband and i keep journals on the laptop. It is shared since its our way of communicating without arguments. We just write down what we feel, and if we want a little peek into the other's mind we take a look. Its what works for us. But since we had a few issues we kind of started using it as a way to write notes for the other to find. a way to bring that spark back a little bit. So below is the one I left him last night, in which he found earlier tonight and just decided apparently I was not allowed to leave our bed all night. Though he is asleep now. And though my body is rather exhausted my mind isn't. Thought I would share a bit. Maybe its an idea that could wok for some of you Ladies. idk Just felt like sharing.
So right now its about 3am and your sound asleep. And I am being a creeper staring at you looking rather peaceful and might i add very cute. But thats not what i want to share with you. As i was watching the stress melt off your face as you were sleeping, I sat here just simply thinking about you. And how you make me laugh all the time, how much of a clutz you are, how unbelievably attracted I am to you. Which led to me getting a bit horny and it made me think about why just looking at you sleeping could turn me on. And then I felt it, that feeling like my heart just dropped into my stomach. That feeling I get every time i just stare at you. That feeling of absolute and complete love... There are times where I would like to strangle you til you finally shut up, and then there are times like right now. And I realised without those moments you utterly piss me off I wouldn't appreciate these little peaceful moments as much. So i guess in a way I am glad you can be an ass wipe. Well this didn't exactly turn out as sweet as i had hope, but well what do you really expect from me. My quirky personality i why you fell for me. I love you! your bullheaded ass wipe moments and all.
EDIT: This I realise is not in everyone's taste nor something they would personally make public. But it was actually my husband that suggested I share some of our techniques we use on here with you ladies, that made me want to post it. We are very open people when it comes to our feelings. We have no shame in our love for each other have have no qualms with others knowing. I simply wanted to share one of our techniques of communication, of how we keep our bond strong. To us its the little things lke this that really make a difference.