Is this a normal feeling to have? What the hell is wrong with me??
I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a half. We have a beautiful 7 month old baby boy.
One day, I asked him if he would ever marry me. I asked him if that's something that he would ever want to do again. (he was married before) He said that he's very interested in marrying me.
After he made that comment, I got apprehensive that I just walked away and I couldn't talk to him.
To this day, I'm so upset with myself because I'm scared and I shouldn't be.
can't, for the life of me, figure out why I can feel completely
comfortable having a life long commitment with him by having his baby
but whenever I think about us getting married, I get so scared that I
literally feel myself wanting to cry. Now I don't want to get married.
And I had told him for a year how I wanted us to get married when the
time was right. How I could see us growing old together.
How can I be scared of marriage? It doesn't make any sense to me.
Ever since I could remember I've been wanting to get married.
Has anyone else ever felt like this before?